I have a lot to do.

First thing's first, I need to do stuff I've promised for other people. I've been reading through a Gears of War novel, with the intention of getting to know the characters and story a bit, so I can do a DRAMATIC READING of the first chapter in order to raise money for MOVEMBER!

MY MOVEMBER PAGE: [link]
(PLEASE Feel free to donate money to our cause, we're trying to punch cancer in the prostate, you see!)

Now, here's the thing, I know nothing about Gears of war, AND I'm a slow reader, so this is becoming a FAR larger project than I expected. I somehow need to read/voice act/ edit a 20 page chapter, like, tomorrow night. before the month is out. Jeez Louise. Not only can I not read fast enough to speak it at the same time, but the writing style is weird, lots of inner thought, and not disclosing who's thinking/saying what until later in the paragraph, loaded with flashbacks and things. It's not very linear. Or perhaps I'm just a bit dumb. eh, we'll see how it goes. I WANT to do VERY well at this. but I'm terrified of letting my movember team down.

Outside of that, I'm working on a number of other things. I keep trying to arrange another time to shoot another episode of Mitchbusters (1: [link]) (2: [link]) for the Oddcast show ([link]), which has been difficult, trying to synchronize some time between Mitch's and my schedule.
I'm trying to get this RMA thing worked out for a slightly defective laptop I have (HDMI doesn't work, and Keyboard keeps missing keystrokes) and I'm trying to catch up on AAAALLLLL the goddamn photo editing I've avoided, like a medieval times trip, an Easter weekend which included my first sports shoot.. I'm also trying to get around to properly cleaning out and organizing my apartment. It is in DESPERATE need of a formatting.

SPEAKING of which, I need to find time to format all my computers, and organize all them data's.

And then from there, I need to find time for personal projects, like a real website for my photography stuffs, and I've got to brush up more on my 3D work, after effects, premier, etc. I want to be BOSS at that biz again. I used to totally bork my way though high school by doing that sort of thing instead of the REAL work I was supposed to do.. man, those where magical times.

So I guess what I'm getting at, is I need to learn to get less distracted from these things. I don't get anywhere near enough done with the time I have. I know I medically have a problem with attention stuffs, but frig, this is worse than ever. I need to get back to my roots, and fix this. I keep saying these things, when I'm feeling passionate about them, but so often, it just never sticks. SO. It's time for change. Something's gotta give.

welp, it's damn late, or early, whatever, and I needed to spill all this rubbish out. feels good man.
I think doing this more often would help me mentally organize my own head.
I think it's just about time for bed.
I wish I could timetravel, like Bill and Ted.
that way, I could get this book read.
all that being said,
Zed's dead, baby. Zed's dead.

Gnight.